| where is sal ? |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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| | twacked the fuck out on my 7th | ] | ryan holmes find us.we cant find you.this is a message from the closet creepers that dont sleep i.e chip culverson and me(and of course thomas)chip is back fo' good and i am his older brother.were all homeless.the most fucked up shit is happening lately.the plague has got ahold of us.latlely also the x pills have been doin us right.we cant hide from shards.they jump from the carpet into cindy.me and chips daughter is cindy,shes napping now.were not napping.ryan holmes i love you please find us soon.also,john gandy and the strait up chehaw gang have a demo out now.and i have a evil dead tattoo that makes vaginas squirt.770 412 6171 please call that and leave messages.keep calling.i got caught in the closet too..just like you.i have big bags of marijuana.i know this doesnt make any sense.thomas and chip got kicked out and we wanna hang out with sal.we need sal.
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[May. 2nd, 2005|04:14 pm] |
1. name: john 2. single or taken: always single :( 3. sex: yes please 4. birthday: march 8th 6. siblings: sister 7. hair color: brn 8. eye color: blue/green red when i smoke weed nigga 9. shoe size: 13 i got long shoestrings/huge cock 10. height:6'
r e l a t i o n s h i p s 1. who are your best friends? i dont know really 2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
f a s h i o n s t u f f 1. where is your favorite place to shop:nowhere 2. any tattoos or piercings: i gots tats s p e c i f i c s 1. do you do drugs?: im a complete druggie 2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: hemp oil 3. what are you most scared of?: no having weed 4. who is the last person that called you?: dont nobody call me 5. Where do you want to get married?: somwhere/naked 6. what would you change about yourself?: everything f a v o r i t e s 1. color: black 2. food: pussy 3. boys names:what the hell susan 4. girls names: keisha 5. subjects in school: didnt go very much 6. animals: pitbulls 7. sports: marijuana
h a v e y o u e v e r 1. given anyone a bath?: yea my dick 2. smoked?: right now 3. bungee jumped?: i wanna bungee,without a bungee 4. made yourself throw up?: after alot of beer/xanex 5. skinny dipped?: i took a shower earlier 6: ever been in love?: no 7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: <--pussy 9. actually seen your crush naked?: this one website is cool 10. cried when someone died?: no 11. lied: 12. fallen for your best friend?: .........sister? 13. been rejected?: hahahahaah thats funny i cant get anymore rejected. 14. rejected someone?: sure 15. used someone?: for drugs sex and more drugs 16. done something you regret?: fuck you
c u r r e n t clothes: im naked music:darkest hour make-up: lipstick on the head of my dick annoyance: stop your annoying book you're reading: penthouse in cd player: at home??all my cds got stolen in dvd player: nope no dvd player 'round dees parts color of toenails: crusty!
l a s t p e r s o n you touched: marijuana hugged: i only hug panda bears you im'ed: fuck that you yelled at:my penis you kissed:my friends sister
a r e y o u understanding:i dont open-minded: yes arrogant: no insecure: xanex can help interesting: no im like a piece of board with a big dick come and suck it random: ya hungry: nope smart: no moody: xanex organized: no shy: difficult: math problems attractive: most unacttractive human being youll ever see
r a n d o m In the morning: wheres the weed at? love is: i know nothing about nobody loves me shawty i dreamt about: last nite i dreamt that someone fronted me a oz of nugs.i didnt pay them back.
o p p o s i t e s e x what do you notice first: personality. last person you slow danced with: this bitch at the club.then i took her to my car. worst question to ask: dood!did you know the band on your shirt broke up?no shit asshole/is there anything in the car i need to know about? who makes you laugh the most: mary jane who makes you smile? no who do you have a crush on: nobody really
d o y o u e v e r sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: uhhh no wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: id play with my boobd
wish you were younger: 21 forever cry because someone said something about you?: boohoo.
n u m b e r of times i have had my heart broken: only once its never been fixed of hearts i have broken: i performed a fatality on baraka of guys/girls you kissed: alot of drunk makeout sessions lead to no equation. of continents i have lived in: uno of tight friends:0 of cds i own: 2 thanks shard-snatcher for stealing my cds. of scars on my body: i have tattoos
f i n a l q u e s t i o n s 1. do you like fillings these out?: no 2. gold or silver: pyrex 3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: i saw fat albert it was fucking retarted 7. favorite cartoon/anime?: who likes anime? 8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing 10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: 12 asian pornstars 11. could you live without your computer?: i do live without a computer. 12. would you color your hair? i have 13. could you ever get off the computer?:hahaha 14. habla espanol?penocha!!!! 15. how many people are on your buddy list?:7-im lame dood 16. drink alcohol?: im drunk/and high and its barely past noon.thank you manic depression |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|07:26 pm] |
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fuck this place.my plane ticket to california is for april 11th.like anyone cares.im not fucking coming back.ever.im starting a new life and maybe ill have better friends.if anyone knows how to get ahold of chris nickols,770 845 6591 is my phone number. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|03:26 pm] |
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well im 21 now.my birthday was quite depressing.i scrounged up change to get A beer from the bar.i drank it bymyself.i didnt get any money presents or even one single card.even a happy birthday from someone i care about woulda been nice.fuck it.im not trying to be anybodys friend right now.i dont want anybody to know me.im going under a rockk till i go back to jail.yea and im going back to jail,but who cares dont write me. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2005|12:57 am] |
ive givin up all hope of anything.there isnt anything left.its all gone.i want to fucking die.ive never had anyhting or anyone in my whole life.i hope to go to sleep and never awake again.EVERYTHING IS FAILED.im tired of living a life of misery and depression.im fucking DROWNING in it.i wish i would drown.if i had money i would pay someone to kill me.it hurts so bad.every second of my life is miserable.goodbye. |
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| woo |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|11:17 am] |
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| | social anxiety | ] |
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| | killed by your thoughts-end of all | ] | i hate waking up at 8 in the morning,especially when theres not a goddammed thing to do.i need some weed.
indeed. i also need insurance,so i can see a doctor.i dont have that.
i feel like shit.
EAT MY BRAINS. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|02:25 pm] |
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well im free.got out of jail friday.whatever you do,do not ever get in trouble with the law.its not gunna be fun to tell anyone that im a convicted felon.please believe this though,im starting a new life pretty much from scratch.my apartments door was kicked down,everything i pretty much owned was stolen.what was not stolen,broken.it had to be someone i knew.on top of that,the band "not without a fight" some fuckshit band from pike county decided that i was gunna be in jail longer than they thought and decided to use my drums.so my drums are gone.all i want back is my drums.fuck tvs and playstation 2.im a drummer and you stupid fucking hardcore kids have my drums.thats not good.im angry.anyway,i turn 21 soon.i know no one really cares cept a few,but ill prolly have a get together of close friends to celebrate the occasion. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|12:22 am] |
if anyone can help me out with a place to live...that would be great.im currently what one would call homeless,and i have no where to go.(no family or friends)it really doesnt get any worse than this,if it does i shall commit suicide,which pretty much looks like the only way ill stop being sick and hungry and a hell of alot of lonliness comes along with that.if youve known me in the past few,ive changed alot due to the fact that when someone tries to kill you it changes your whole perspective on life,especially when it was your "father".its also pretty sad when your mom takes sides with an alcoholic wifebeater,even though ive tried so many times to get my mom out of that life.i dont know why im talking to a computer,i have no one to talk to and thanks for the girl who let me use her computer.if this is what you call fucked,then im right in the middle of a fucking gangbang. |
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| when theres nothing really else to lose.................................. |
[Jan. 14th, 2005|02:08 am] |
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| | well none you fuck. | ] | i hate winter.christmas.new years.fuck that shit.i only like shroom season.
cry for help..all my cd's got goddamn gotten.a whole lotta good shit.whole lot.EVERY CD is gone.no soilwork,no haunted no darkest hour noooooooooo bone thugs n harmony fuck fuck fuck.im lifeless without music.years of music gone.
this
fucking
sucks
eat my ass |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|09:42 pm] |
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I really fucking hate christmas.having no female present is really lame.me need vagina. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
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Ask me six questions. Any six, no matter how personal, private or random. I will answer them with all honesty. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal. Go for it. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2004|02:57 pm] |
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well this summer was absolutely horrible.i have no money,even though i work everyday.oh ya im on probation again,which means im on 2 different probations.on top of that i havent seen any of my friends or havent hung out with anyone in awhile.i hate everything right now. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2004|04:36 pm] |
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| | between the buried and me | ] | i missed caliban.that sucks.hopefully by fall i will be in an apartment.uhhh uhmm ya ok. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
this quiz is dumb.ive already met jesse a looong time ago and ryan is my best friend.i dont really have a crush on anyone and its funny cause i look up to kam.haha |
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[Jul. 7th, 2004|12:05 am] |
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having no car sucks.im getting one soon though.shrooms shrooms and more shrooms.me and ryan go back in "the hole" everyfucking night can you dig.we have a magical shroom land and have lbs and lbs of them.my head is gunna explode.i was the only white dood at a party the other night.it was badass.black girls are hott,i dont care what you say.um besides that,last night everyone decided i should be a underwear model.so im gunna do that.im kinda chubby and punk rock as fuck,but who cares eh.i need a girlfriend with the quickness.like super quick. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|11:21 am] |
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| | the cursed,martyr ad,slapshot,the ramones | ] | if youve tried to call my cell phone that bitch dont work anymore.this summer has been ultimately boring.im fed up with being bored.im desperate,im not ahamed to admit that its time for something good to happen.dont really care what,but something,cause nothing good has happened to me in a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time.well im gunna get back to sitting in my room alone.i need a car fuck. |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|09:45 am] |
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| | misery index,phobia,fuck the facts,army of flying robots, | ] | this weekend was boring as usual,although i managed to stay intoxicated the whole time.i think i have a problem,because i waited for los torribos to open,juust to get pitchers of beer.that was at 12 o clock.los torribos is not the best place to contemplate life at all.anyway,i think every gas station i walk into,i cant walk out of without at least a duece duece,but it does get pretty boring sitting at my house,with no one to talk to.so,i let alcohol talk to or something like that.cool beans nigga.anyway,hopefully i get a second job soon,so i can save money so i can ride out.i think i have a phobia of being alone,because i cant stand to not have anyone around me.it makes me very depressed and whatever whatever.anyway,maybe next week/weekend will be better?
probrobly not. |
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[May. 19th, 2004|06:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the promise ring | ] | bored and i wanna fucking die. yea i got a ticket yea i wrecked my moms car yea,if you wanna hang out with me you gotta pick me up. ive been trapped in this shit house with my shit parents.im about to rip everything fucking apart.hey i wish i could save money,but spalding and clayton county all wanna piece of it.i wanna get the motherfuck out of georgia.fuck this place.fuckitfuckitfuckitfuckit.i just wanna go as far away as possible,by myself and just be glad that im not here anymore.nothing else would make me happier. |
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[May. 12th, 2004|06:23 am] |
i dont have the internet anymore.i do have a cell phone.
p.s. no one calls that shit anyway.oh well |
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